I want the world know that I choose to be happy . Imagine it , I choose to let of the pain , hurt , resentment and sadness that I've been holding onto since forever . And... now? I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY .
Even , I'm not so happy about my life now... I still feels so good when I know that I've moved on . And , I'm keep moving by each new days . Thanks to myself . Without me , I can't do this . I know I can be whatever I wanted to be now . Cause' I can . I don't really care about haters . Cause I know in the end , you'll same like others .
You people laughed at me cause I'm DIFFERENT and DEAD WEIRD . But , I laughed to you'll cause , you'll were SAME . No any other choices . I'm well matured now . I know what's good and bad is . I can predict directly without even researching it for the entire lifetime .
It almost takes up THREE YEARS to know about myself . And... now... I know who I am . I have my own motive . I know its not too late to redo something . But , definitely I ain't gonna do the same mistakes . I know I am strong . I won't let people come into my life with their lies and dramas . I ain't have time for that .
Coming this two years , I really wanna study for me , my future , my aim and also for my haters who laugh at me . I'll keep calm and stay strong whatever my PMR results is , cause I won't get nothing with it . All I wanted to do is , put lots of efforts on my SPM .
People , you can now ask me where I want to go . I'll tell to you . My aim is to study at I.M. Sechenov Moscow Medical Academy , Russia . For what? Cause' I wanna be gynaecologist . I can be , if I choose to work hard . I know that .
To my beloveds , do pray for me , my success . Whisper to your heart that my success is just also for you too . Okay? I won't forget those who never fail to make me to smile . But , it's okay... I don't need anyone to make me smile any more ever since I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY . I'm still going to talk with all of the people out there before . But , ain't giving a damn about their life . Cause' you don't give mine:)
I wanna be me , myself and I . That's MORE THAN ENOUGH .
