I've re-think about my life . I thought about my pasts . And , I admitted that I've made a lot of MISTAKES . Some were indirectly some were directly . But , there's something I wanna tell . It's... about my father . Guys , I think about him . You guys know something? Now , I'm asking to GOD why I don't have a good father like others out there? * I'm not asking or taking attention or sympathy! * But , I'm asking... Why? If I have a good father , GOD promise I won't hurt him . I'll be a good daughter for him! And , I wonder why people around me always tell that whatever it is he is my father! You know something? The SCARIEST word for me is when someone mention my father's name . :'(! People , you don't know that he left me , my mother and my brother . He left us around 9-10 years . I just wonder if I get a chance to live with a Happy family . I'm already Happy with my mother and brother . But , recently my mother and my brother have changed . They don't love me like what they loved me before . I could feel it . I never made MISTAKES recently on them even! But , why? Eagerly want someone to LOVE me truly . Please! I just want it . I don't want to COUPLE . Because coupling is just wasting rest of my Life . But , I want someone could LOVE me even though I got hurt them . I'm asking if there's anyone that could LOVE me?! Please GOD , help me . I just want only ONE person LOVE me more than enough . Please , :'(! I'm wanting to share what I felt right now .
Wanna shout . Wanna cry . Wanna die .
#Kindly : I wonder anyone will cry if I'm dead . I guess , NO! Because , I don't see really people LOVE . All FAKE , FAKING and FAKENESS .
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